Waterloo Hall : Sunday 27 June 1999

In these closing chapters of John there is a beautiful blending together of Jesus' own troubled heart and that of His disciples.

As He approaches Gethsemane and Calvary He is frequently moved in a deep, troubled way :

11³³ 12²⁷ 13²¹

And, as He prepares them for His departure His words illuminate their troubled hearts.

If your heart is in any way troubled this evening I commend to you these words of Christ, for He perfectly understands the troubled heart and His remedy is full of grace and strength.

This passage (and the verses just preceding it) sheds a beautiful light upon human anxiety and the troubled heart. We are shown

(a) Christ's understanding of the troubled heart

(b) His insight into its causes

and

(c) His remedy for the trouble

Some folk are good at giving advice to those in need - but the best advice comes from those who have felt the troubled heart for themselves.

Jesus knew for Himself what it means to have a troubled heart. Even within this same gospel we read how He felt this distress:

11 v 33 at the tomb of Lazarus "He was deeply moved in spirit and troubled"

Jesus knows the extent of human grief. He who was moved to tears at Lazarus' tomb would have wept at the sight of the children in Kosovo - and I believe does weep.

We have a High Priest who FEELS our distress.

12 v 27 at the prospect of His hour of anguish : "Now my heart is troubled and what shall I say? "Father, save me form this hour?" No, it was for this very reason I came to this hour"

Notice how Jesus feels the anguish of human uncertainty "what shall I say?" yet is able to triumph over it by recognising the plan of His Father and the underlying certainty of His mission.

Much of our distress, much that causes the troubled heart is rooted in uncertainty. Christ triumphs over that in victorious assurance

13 v 21 When faced with personal betrayal : "Jesus was troubled in spirit and testified 'I tell you the truth one of you is going to betray me."

So much of the troubled heart stems from a sense of betrayal. The Psalms are full of such sentiments. When we are let down by others, when we feel betrayed by them - our hearts are troubled. Jesus understands fully the sense of real betrayal. His was the deepest betrayal ever - yet He was able to recognise (13 v 31) that God was glorified in Him.

Jesus understands the troubled heart!

In these verses (13 ³⁶ - 14 ²⁷) we are able to recognise in the challenges of His disciples the roots, the causes of that heart trouble which Jesus longs to cure :-

"Lord, why can't I follow you now? I will lay down my life for you."

The troubled heart is rooted in misunderstanding ourselves. If enthusiasm was all that mattered Peter would have known no troubled heart! But Jesus knew - an Peter would understand later - that Peter did not recognise his own weakness.

Later Peter would know for himself the troubled heart of broken promises

personal failure.

The troubled heart is rooted in the weakness of the human spirit. By nature we are doomed to disappointment - but by grace we may triumph over it!

The reality of human ignorance "Lord, we don't know where you are going, so how can we know the way?"

Thomas would have called it uncertainty - in reality it is ignorance - ignorance of the Lord rather than ignorance of direction. He is confused by the direction that Jesus is taking. He cannot reconcile the human events with the divine plan. Nor can we!

Our hearts are troubled out of ignorance. We often cannot "Trace the rainbow through the rain" or recognise the Stranger on the shore, or realise that Jesus is more than history. We simply do not know - and, like Thomas, we tell Him so.

"Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us."

For once Peter is not the one to voice the disciples' misunderstanding. "Don't you know me , Philip?" How grieved the Lord must have felt at their failure - after so long

"But, Lord, why do you intend to show yourself to us and not to the world?"

A sense of weakness. A perception of His work that sees it limited.

All of these factors underlie the condition of the troubled heart

• personal failure
• ignorance of the underlying issues
• not knowing Him
• a sense of weakness

These are the roots of the troubled heart.

We are not really surprised that the antidote for the troubled heart is faith. Scripture is interlaced with such exhortations - not to fear, but to trust. But the great truth which underpins this remedy for the soul is focussed in

WHO JESUS IS

The phrase "also in me" is not in any way a kind of extra or addition - it is an explicit command to trust Jesus as God. Jesus is saying -

You must trust me because of who I am

because of what I am doing

because of where I am going

because of what I will certainly do

"my Father's house" all His dignity is there

"I am going ..." the way of the cross

"to prepare a place for you" the presence of the Father

"I will come back" to take you to be with me

Trust me ....

I am ...

I know ...

I promise ...

Jesus understands the troubled heart

He recognises its causes as well as it symptoms

He issues His remedy